Not lost, not blown away...solo tantito!!
Right Now
KoЯn

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane.
I'm barricading and debating who I'm gonna kick around.

RIGHT NOW
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW
I feel this scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you.
RIGHT NOW
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW
I can't control myself, I fucking hate you!

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt, just fucked away.
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound.
So what, I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed.
I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground.

RIGHT NOW
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW
I feel this scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you.
RIGHT NOW
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW
I can't control myself, I fucking hate you!

You open your mouth again,
I swear I'm gonna break it.
You open your mouth again,
My God I cannot take it.

Shut up, Shut up,
Shut up, I'll fuck you up.
Shut up, Shut up,
Shut up, I'll fuck you up!
SHUT UP! SHUT UP!
SHUT UP, I'LL FUCK YOU UP! (x4)

RIGHT NOW
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW
I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you.
RIGHT NOW
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW
I can't control myself, I fucking hate you!

I fucking hate you! (x7)
3 de Enero
Dentro de los sueños,anhelos y iluciones comunes de una persona comun en medio de lugar comun, no puede existir algo mas miserable que la realidad, triste y lamentable que puede uno estar experimentando, viviendo una mentira, viviendo del pasado, entonces me pregunto si podria ser peor?!...es exactamente peor levantarce, mirarte al espejo y ver en tu cara una rutina, sin deseo de vivir,avandonar si quiera antes de intentarlo,y yo me pregunto donde quedo mis anhelos ? mis metas ?si me abandone?...estoy tirado en el mismo infierno que invente,perdido...soy el zombie de el peor cuento de horror que imagine...estoy cansado,destruido, malhumorado, sediento, es imposible que pueda sentirme peor, si hay algo que disfruto de esto es la oscuridad a la que me someti, tristemente inspiradora...pero inspiradora, me retuerce me sacude...y al final me arrulla y me seca las lagrimas de dolor,no entiendo en que parte de esta oscuridad esta mi ser, perdido, sonriente de mi vil enfermedad...la soledad.